I've never been a procrastinator. I've always been an OCPD list maker, task master kinda person. If there's a job to be done, do it thoroughly to perfection, and do it now. Crossing items off a list has always given me a high of sorts. I always felt empowered by a clean slate. (Sheesh, get a life, eh?!) I don't know if becoming a mom has made me start to loosen up or if leaving the corporate workforce has made me a bit less rigid about my to-do lists and the thought of deadlines. I feel like I'm slacking off.
I am reading about 4 books (7 if you include the other 3 I haven't picked up in more than 30 days) and can't seem to get them finished. I have 3 new ones waiting in queue. I have 4 letters I need to write (yes, I still have snail-mail pen friends!), two self-help "projects" I am floundering on, two products to finish & review, and I am behind on visiting blogs and social groups....Yikes! (Not to mention a few household things...and the whole art room full of crafty/artsy projects abandoned when Isaac entered my life). But I did clean the fridge the other day! I saw that BBQ sauce had been spilled in the door compartment, so I stopped and cleaned the whole fridge! Yay me!
Maybe I'm not a procrastinator...maybe I lack focus? Maybe I lack direction? Maybe I need to slow down? Maybe I need to take all my lists and make one master list? Tell that to my 21 month old tasmanian devil...heheh.
Maybe I just need to stop obsessing and just do what I can, when I can and realize that time passes differently in Mamaville...
So if I owe you a visit & comment, a letter, an email, or a phone call...bear with me!